Once you're hooked, you're hooked.You're afraid of what you've become, of what you look like.
You're afraid of what you see in the mirror.
You're afraid of you.
"Im okay ma. U dun have to worry much. bukan nya akan jadi skeleton pon"
Ouh yes, im talking bout the handsome mr Boney in biology and science lab tuh
nasib bek kat Utem da tade. kalau tak tuh msty jdi sumber inspiration! haha. Ok, cut the fuss.
Im recovering. :) oank dok takot psl H1N1 lah, selsema hanjing lah babi lah n ntah ape haram jadah lagi, aku dok kusut sbb kena lecture kat rumah. Grr.. sume gara2 mind set yang ntah ape2 neyh. I collapsed in the toilet, and I cant stand stra8.
"U weighed 118 lbs for 169cm and ur BP is 90/60. n the blood pressure is really low. U can be in a real danger. are you seeking for perfection, young lady?", kata Dr di clinic Bandaran itu.
"kak, kau skrang blaja tau x! kau jgn la pkir ape2 pasal body figure kau lah ape la! bukan kau nk jadi model pon. kata nak keta mustang lah ape lah. cita2 tinggi. tp cuba lah jaga kesihatan sket!", bebel mama ku dgn kadaran yg sumpah laju.
"Mustang??", tamparan hebat seperti satu wake up call buat aku. My dream car ;(
Ok, back to the whole story, i used to be so eager to be anorexic. I wanna b as skinny as i can. konon nak jdi mcm ape tuh keira knightley lah apa lah. so wat kalo org ckp tulang ke ape ke, as long as i can fit it all type of clothes that's fucking awesome. but i finally got 2 realized, that's bullshit. okay aku dh tak amalkan diet2 yg xsehat tuh lagi. muntah lepas mkn lah, takot gemok lah ape lah. bukan aku akan jdi kurus pon! body frame aku besa pon, aku mmg xkan jdi skinny.
balik2 dr Utem ari 2, mak aku bebel ckp "Kak! kau diet lagi ke??" ergh langsung tak. sejak aku dok malacca neyh, makan aku sgt terjaga. makan pagi, makan tengah ari, makan petang, n makan malam. n walau pun aku paling benci makan nasi, but at least kat malacca kadang2 aku mkn. n aku mkn je mnda2 berminyak. at least prasaan trauma tuh da ilang, BANYAK! Hello, 118lbs = 53.5 kg. Bleyh la kan. mgkin agak sedikit tak normal tok tggi mcm aku, tp bukannya aneroxic pon. Just otak neyh nk kna kasi cuci sket. dah smpai pengsan2 pon tak rety2 nk sedar. awien2, kau dah nk maty baru nk sedar ke?? insaf2 lah. cukup la. bek ko pkr psl engineering dr kau pk psl bdn kau yg da takkan kurus tuh.
haih sian mak aku. haha adik laki aku dulu 98kg and now he's 68kg. dye tggi byk dr aku. n he dropped so much weight in just 5 months. Less than 5 months to be exact.
P.S : hari tuh kelua, sale mcm haram. babi! duit tade! bodo punye selsema babi. kau punca Utem ttp and cepatkan cuty sem. sakit aty aku bju lawa2 n murah tp duit dlm wallet ade rm5 je! grr.. sialan !
Ouh yes, im talking bout the handsome mr Boney in biology and science lab tuh
nasib bek kat Utem da tade. kalau tak tuh msty jdi sumber inspiration! haha. Ok, cut the fuss.
Im recovering. :) oank dok takot psl H1N1 lah, selsema hanjing lah babi lah n ntah ape haram jadah lagi, aku dok kusut sbb kena lecture kat rumah. Grr.. sume gara2 mind set yang ntah ape2 neyh. I collapsed in the toilet, and I cant stand stra8.
"U weighed 118 lbs for 169cm and ur BP is 90/60. n the blood pressure is really low. U can be in a real danger. are you seeking for perfection, young lady?", kata Dr di clinic Bandaran itu.
"kak, kau skrang blaja tau x! kau jgn la pkir ape2 pasal body figure kau lah ape la! bukan kau nk jadi model pon. kata nak keta mustang lah ape lah. cita2 tinggi. tp cuba lah jaga kesihatan sket!", bebel mama ku dgn kadaran yg sumpah laju.
"Mustang??", tamparan hebat seperti satu wake up call buat aku. My dream car ;(
Ok, back to the whole story, i used to be so eager to be anorexic. I wanna b as skinny as i can. konon nak jdi mcm ape tuh keira knightley lah apa lah. so wat kalo org ckp tulang ke ape ke, as long as i can fit it all type of clothes that's fucking awesome. but i finally got 2 realized, that's bullshit. okay aku dh tak amalkan diet2 yg xsehat tuh lagi. muntah lepas mkn lah, takot gemok lah ape lah. bukan aku akan jdi kurus pon! body frame aku besa pon, aku mmg xkan jdi skinny.
balik2 dr Utem ari 2, mak aku bebel ckp "Kak! kau diet lagi ke??" ergh langsung tak. sejak aku dok malacca neyh, makan aku sgt terjaga. makan pagi, makan tengah ari, makan petang, n makan malam. n walau pun aku paling benci makan nasi, but at least kat malacca kadang2 aku mkn. n aku mkn je mnda2 berminyak. at least prasaan trauma tuh da ilang, BANYAK! Hello, 118lbs = 53.5 kg. Bleyh la kan. mgkin agak sedikit tak normal tok tggi mcm aku, tp bukannya aneroxic pon. Just otak neyh nk kna kasi cuci sket. dah smpai pengsan2 pon tak rety2 nk sedar. awien2, kau dah nk maty baru nk sedar ke?? insaf2 lah. cukup la. bek ko pkr psl engineering dr kau pk psl bdn kau yg da takkan kurus tuh.
haih sian mak aku. haha adik laki aku dulu 98kg and now he's 68kg. dye tggi byk dr aku. n he dropped so much weight in just 5 months. Less than 5 months to be exact.
P.S : hari tuh kelua, sale mcm haram. babi! duit tade! bodo punye selsema babi. kau punca Utem ttp and cepatkan cuty sem. sakit aty aku bju lawa2 n murah tp duit dlm wallet ade rm5 je! grr.. sialan !
3 stalker/s:
i lagi teruja kalau u letak u punya gmbr bersize tulang 4 kerat itu KahKah
kurus = tidak sexy ok
Itu kereta musang lawakah?
UTEM? aren't u in matrix?
oh i havent been following!
rndu bebelan mak kau tuh..
hahaha :)
suda2 la awien kau nk diet,,
bkn nye gmok sgt pn..
laen arh ak..haih :(
lol
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