Manusia

Tatkala mata masih blum bersedia utk mmberi respon, "BGN", angin masih lagi meniup sepoi2 bahasa, nak taknak aku terpaksa mmbgn kan diri utk ke klas. agak sucks sbb lately hari isnin n slase aku tak berapa nak gemar sbb ada "lahanat2" yg akan aku nmpak wajah2 yg kurang meyenangkan di Fasa B. *di mana lokasi kelas aku pada sem ney.

Pagi neyh aku bgn lmbt. Dgn kadaran agak siput babi, aku bgn pada jam 7.30 pg, lantas berjalan ala2 mengesot ke bilik air..

yes, dugaan aku tepat. tgh ari tadi aku trase ala2 rockstar ketika berjalan smbil di tepuk2 tangan.

dgr sayupan2 suara sumbang dgn frequency yg menyakitkan telinga

"adik cikot dtg, adik cikot dtg"

trasa bgga di hati kerana mmpunyai fans yang sedemikian rupa. ahh, malu nya, lalu pon org tepuk2 tgn. adakah aku ala2 Zip Zieller? Led Zeppelin serta ACDC versi perempuan melayu terakhir. Ye, mgkin?

terasa ingin mengeluarkan pen dr pencil case dan mmebri tndatangan di dada2 mereka.

"much loves,

Awien Syahirah"

Ps: Ppl can be so pathetic at times. I mean, dun you have any other things to do rather than talk about others. I mean, ever heard "It's my life, It's my world".

*dgn menggunakan coding C++ program.

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Jari tgh utk kalian!

New world or stupid world?

Picture taken from www.cursingmalay.blogspot.com

No-Panties-Day 'Promotion' on Valentine's day. How asshole can it be?

And cant wait to go out on next Sunday and watch how many girls are willing to do it as a sign of sacrifice, n pure love towards their boyfriends. Muslim girls to be exact.

Well, im not saying that im good as an angel. But Im not that stupid obviously. xkire la "new world revolution" or wateva shit. I dun mind being label as out-dated rather than being stupid.

and I dun celebrate Valentine's Day either ;)

Happy No-Panties-Valentine's Day to all of the moronic and idiotic out there!!

Baru na update

Aku tatau plak yang manusia2 yang otak boleyh tahan pandai, boleyh perangai macam sial jugakkan? Gua tak knl lu pon. Pegi maty la kalau muka gua sama mcm sape pon, adik bradik ngan sape pon, gua tak kacau lu. Kenal lu pon apatah lagi. Dah la xkenal, suka2 hati lu la plak kan nak tag gmbr gua kat 'social networking' pastu tagged mmber2 lu? apa cer? kecoh satu kelas lu, lu suka la kan? macam cibai. Pastu tag kat tmpat2 yang tak sepatutnye. ape cer? ape cer?? xde life ke, der? lu tade mnda len lagi nak wat? byk lagi mnda yng leyh wat dr lu dok sebok pasal hal org len. lagi2 pasal org yang tak penah ade kena mengna ngan hidup lu! pastu lu ckp gua bajet top la, apa lancau ntah, pegi maty la. gua tak kacau hidup lu. lu sibuk apa?

Gurau2 kasar konon. eyh, mmber2 lu jugak la yang minx maaf atas 'so-called-kenakalan' lu tuh. macam shit la you. get a life. mature sikit boleyh?

Ps : Tukakan 'LU' tuh kpada sape yang berkenaan. Temah pon boleyh, Senah pon boleyh.

Pss : Dyana's 19th burfday today. We bought choc cake and clebr8 it at the cafe. Happy 19th burday dd! We love you!!

ignore the language up there. I sound a bit rempit tho. huhu. Sorry to all of the rempits out there. :D

berbicara pasal game

"Kau neyh gile loser ah, game pon xsuka maen"
"Game neyh bes sia, rugi gle kau xmaen"

Hakikatnya, aku xpandai maen game. Bukan aku x cuba. aku da cuba byk kali. kdg2 aku terasa mcm aku tak ikut arus masa bila org mula cakap pasal mcm2 game. yang sanggup abeskan mse berjam2, ilang lapa, berjaga malam padahal esok ade clas, tak lupa jugak kalau ade test. byk kali gak aku cuba selami jiwa nak jadi gamers neyh kan, tp paling hebat aku boleyh pegi pon 3minggu jek, bro! tuh pon game Rock Riot kat FB. Tuh pon sbb dak2 U aku dok sebok lumba2 men sape nk jadi num1. aku pon apa lagi, berjam2 mengadap nak num satu punya pasal, last2, aku give up. Memang gua tak leyh bla la men game. Tuh blom lagi maen game Sims. *agak kelaka, tp dlu aku suka maen. waktu kecik2 la. Sbb ape? sbb suka nnty sims tuh boleyh cium2. *normal la kan? kan? ;p Selalunya lelaki la yg memang kaki game punye. gua xde hal jek. tp cm jeles plak tatau pape ble org ckp pasal game tuh neyh. Same jek ngan bf aku. Nama pon LELAKI. Kadang2 nga msg, punye la lembab nak balas. ble tnye knp,

"aku nga men game ler"

penah gak aku tnye, bes sgt ke men game? dye cume kata, "Bes, cuba kau try"
Masalahnya dah byk kali cube! =.= last2 aku give up lah sbb aku tau, aku lebeyh sggup abeskan mase aku dgr lagu, lepak, dan paling penting SHOPPING! haha. xberfaedah? xkisah la org nk ckp buang mase ke, buang duit ke, aku dah xpduli!

Tp masalah nye jadi, bile ade situasi2 yang mencabar naluri perempuan aku *poyo

SITUASI 1
tadi aku lawan game ngan adik aku. yg lebeyh memalukan, dye bru 6thn. maen game mcm2 la kan. contoh cam racing keta. Lancau melanda apabila aku kalah dgn dia. Damn it! kalah ngan dak 6thn wey! ape cer! ape cer! aku bengang! lantas guna kuasa veto aku utk declare aku menang. pdahal dah terang2 aku kalah! *malu punye pasal

SITUASI 2
Adik aku yang bongsu umo 4thn. Pompuan. Punye lah nakal nak mampos. Thap cipan la aku assume.Tp bukan tahap nakal dye aku nak cite. Aritu dye masuk bilik adik laki aku yang num3. beriya cam cari something. Aku pun tnye la,

"cari ape dik?"
die pon jwb, "nak gameboy abang ayush"
dgn nada bongkak lagi belagak, aku pon jwb, "ler, nak men game mendanya. kau bukan rety maen pon. buat jhnam jek"

tpi bile die wat muka, aku pon amik la gameboy tuh atas almari. tp bukan sbb kesian. sbb aku nak bahan dye punye pasal.
Tp dgn slumber jek dye bukak and pegi cari game masak2 dlm tuh. pdai plak tuh amik dlm game byk2 dlm NDS tuh. mmg la game tuh mcm bodo2 jek. tp tyme tuh aku cm terkejut sikit jek la, pastu adik aku yg pompuan neyh g men game race moto plak. Kalah ke menang aku tak amik tau.

Persoalan nya kat sini, aku masih manusia normal kan sbb tak suka game? kan? kan?

psstt : asal dak2 skrng nakal nak mampos ha. bukan sikit2 punya nakal, KRITIKAL nak mampos. ney msty susu formula punye psl, ade DHA la ape haram jadah. Dgn ini aku nekad nak bg anak aku nnty minum susu bdn. bia sopan dan lemah lembut mcm aku! hahah *sdikit hiperbola disitu

Lancau

Move on, awien! Move on! MOVE ON! strictly, please MOVE ON!

Great, it's 10am now n I still cant shut my eyes. Say hello to heavy eye bags. Now it explains why my eyes have a really dark circles, and the big round eyes are in a bad term. But that's not why I feel depressed of. I feel depressed about so many things lately. Emotional unstable. Dont ask me why. If you're tired to see me bable about the same thing, over and over again, me on the other hand, faced the same thing, MORE. and it's depressing. Can i just get hit by a car, so that I can lost my memory? I have to or else i'll keep on thinking about it!

2nd sem is just around the corner, but yet, damn! awien.. please please please. Move on. There's no such thing as turning back. Be happy for whatever it is. face it. never look back. Never ever! Just say goodbye to the past and say hello to the new thing. If you keep on holding back, ur next sem pointer will be sucker than what u get in the 1st sem. as a result of holding back and never accepting the fact what u're facing right now.

Say goodbye to Neurologist, cardiologist, and orthopedic.

It hurts. Damn. memory loss please. please please.

Speak

Hey. First of all, Im sux in blogging. That's why, this page remains dead most of the time. Im uber boring at this particular moment, so yeah, read a few blogs just now, n i just realized and remembered that I have a blog as well. *asshole. Ouh yah, I do feel like changing the layout of this DEAD-YET-STILL-ALIVE blog, but I don't know how. *buta IT gile. yes, I KNOW T_T

Year-End-Sale
I have a really bad and crazy illness which is diagnosed by ME for the past years. and the symptoms are like, OHHMEEGODD, nowadays cuz I have money on my own. I mean, quite a large amount, compared to the prvs years, in which, still, i earned money by my own. *terima kasih, bos. The bad part is, I REALLY cant hold the money for long because i'll definitely shop like Crazzayy! and regretted it, later. T_T. *why oh why! why am i a shopaholic! why *Forgive me, for the drama. So yeah, as for today, I went to pavi, sg wang and ts. which i apparently all in bukit bintang. The first place wus, pavi, and i cleared my mind that i'll only go to Forever 21 to buy a belt. ONLY, a belt. but then, drama started. The illness strikes and, cotton on is having a SALE. my sister accompanied me, and she wus like, "No kak awien! enuff! No, U f that kinda clothes before! Not that skirt!" With the sake of the existence of my sister, I did bought 2skirts, 1 tanktop, flat shoe. The sad part is, salah beli size skirt! i bought 1 size bigger! *serve you right awien for being lazy to try the damn thing first! Then, pegi Forever 21 beli belt. Pastu pegi Hujung store nk cari new stuff and new band clothes, but I ended up buying a sliper. T_T
The best part is, I have a new camera! yeay!! *thank you so much !

I feel sucks when I have nothing to do at home, but Im not ready to be reporting back in Malacca. Hope the last week of holiday will blast like Crazzay! Radio Rosak, anyone? No RTW for me this year as im interested more to Radio Rosak. ;)

Pssstt: Skrg mmg musim remaja kawen awl ke? Mintak jauh dari perkara2 yang ke arah tersebut. Amin =)

when boredom strikes

alessandra ambrosio

It's 5.40 am, n fucking yeah, i still cant shut my eyes. like, EVERYDAY! my mom wus like,

"Kak, get used with malaysia's timing, can you?"

Im so fucking bored and finally, i already noe my result for dis sem.so what can i say? satisfied? can i just like be honest or something? fucking, NO! ;( im not saying dat im not being grateful with such result, it just dat i noe i deserve better. cuz the only thing i noe, i sat for the examinations with less preparation n wasnt serious at all. n fyi, I play a lot. Like 24/7. i hardly recall when is fucking las time i studied. The only thing i remembered,

"kau study apa jek neyh? lek la final lmbt lagi"

pathetic loser lah you, awien syahirah. haha. Btw, I bable a lot when im bored n im down, so get used to it will you? ;) this is like the only place i can express EVERYTHING. I skipped classes. I neglected to submit assignments. haih. Okay, enuff said. This shit is killing me!!
Btw, alessandra ambrosio, your body is like, THE BOMB. and megan fox, I love u, still. :D
lesbian?
ahahha.